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I just cant wait to get christams over with christams eve becalse we will

have to spend it with the monster in law . iam just dreading it . iam just sick of hear and even giving her

excuses of why shes so much like MARG. her mother in law. spending over a year living with her

iam just so depressed thinking about spend any hollidays with marg.

knowing every waking day having to say good morning to the queen . some days i just cant stand it.

and knowing that iam the blame that we are here beclase i gave in to her begging please move in

iam a widow and iam scared please move in i cant make it with out your money.

waking every day knowing your every conversation is talking to her not your

husband with prive matters .knowing my every word is to her and not to donald

shes has to be in my every conversation its so wonderful . knowing even when she pretends to go to  bed at

9pm she will be on the other side of the door wake and hearing every word we say , then

 the nexk day she will talk about what we talked about with my husband she has no respect for us or

she has no boundrys she dont care any thing that is said in her house is opend for her coments

i just want out i hope she knows shes hated like marg .marg would be so proud

and dont think we are using her we pay her rent every month we buy our food , only thing is

i can only cook tv dinners becalse heaven help me if i cook pork chops and dont offer her any

i caught hell so i eather cook or dont cook she controles our every move

lilke a year ago hollween i made cookies for all the kids and she pitched a fite.

 shes not greiving for her passed husband shes just being a bitch and seeing how

long she can be just who she really is a bitch. shes not kind or conpashnet like

she pretends to be she does things for the neibour hood kids like buying so much soft drinks

and lets them come over all summer then she bitches how they drive her crazy running in and out all summer

this woman has drained us emotially  .but she wont break me, wwe were talking about thanksgiving

shes going to greenbow some pennicostal christan place and we gotten out of thanksgiving going with her

becalse donald cant drive or ride that far hes got back problems .so she can go with her

pennicostal daughter ( family of the year the real family) and not be with us sinners as we are thought of

her daughter wont spend thankgiving with us becalse her wedding annervercy is on that hollyday

thankgving ,so what ever she dont want to be apart of our family. and its splitting the family up.well i should

say marg is becalse shes so hard to deal with .

 donald says that once we get out of her house things will be better. the thing is

iam to the point iam not trying any more i dont want a relationship with a toxic

monster in law  i just dont want to be treated like she has treated us and she will always go

back to her old ways , she will be kind tthen she turns on you and treats you like crap

and all the excuses in the wolrd only enable her bad behaver and iam not going to

let her treat me like crap and like a dog i wag my tail and keep commoing back for

more asss kicking iam not gona take it any more his mother or not. he keeps saying

this person we are seeing aint who raisedd him he speaks of a wonderful woman

ive not seen her maybe that was the mother he always wanted or seen threw rose colored glassess

and its sad but shes not who he discribed at all maybe i see her for who she really is

i dont know but all i can tell you is i refuse to be treated like she does and controled