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Oct 26th, 2008

little child

I am walking down the stairs I see a light as I walk down the stairs a bright white light

 at the bottem of the stairs I see a little child setting on the last stairs . Her hair is platnum blonde almost white

 shes so cute shes gotten a little small perfect nose with little small freckles .

 when she saw me she smiled so big shes got dimplese from both sides of her smile

and the lightest blue little eyes ,eyes so pure how could you not love her .

 oh how sweet shes standing up she wants me to pick her up shes must be about 2 or 3

 oh shes so light she just squeezes me as I hold her I tear up feeling so much

 love for the little girl she speaks so soflt why you cry she wipes my teas?

 I cry becalse I love you little one ,she giggles and smiles again and hugs me back

 she tells me I love you too . putting her down I see the little green dress she wares with A B C s on the little dress

 shes not warring any shoes she sees my shoes oh how pretty can i ware your shoes?

 i slipp off my high heel shoes her little feel are swalloued up by my shoes ,she stubles in them and

 i reach down and pick her up  . one day those shoes will fit you .

 wow she says ive got small feet , little one I am from your futcher .

 I  know what you have been threw i know you suffering i know your shame i

know you were raised to live in shame and guilt and the feeling of

emotional edglrect you feel , take my hand little one I know some one that will love you so much

he will never fore sake or leave you he will walk with you threw your

 jerney of life he will pick you up when you stumble hes a whisper away . hes GOD he will always be there

to lead you and i will be there too in your heart for your jerny of life.

I LOVE YOU LITTLE ONE you are so importan little one .

 i pick her up again and i hold her . she tell me i love you too

little one whats your name?  KARLA .

little karla i will always love you like the father in heaven does . I  have to go for now

but i will be inside your heart always I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL

 i kiss her cheek she giggles and as i put her down she smiles and waves by by..

 the little girl is the little girl in me and now shes healing from the scares of being raise

in shame and guilt . for she is loved and is healing up fine she will be

 


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Posted on 07:53PM on Oct 26th, 2008
Such a wonderful story, thanks for sharing. You really are healing and will continue to heal. I'm so glad I found you again, I'll never lose you from now on. I love you with all my heart and soul.
Posted on 07:57PM on Oct 26th, 2008
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL TOO I WILL NEVER LOSE YOU EATHER MY LOVE OF MY LIFE ! you are so special ! iam so bless to have found my best friend /love iam so blessed to have you and victoria to share my life with i can see good things waiting for us!
Posted on 08:20PM on Oct 26th, 2008
Beautiful, Lunnas. INspiring, tender, hopeful...thank you for sharing this moment of acknowledgement and truth with us.
Posted on 05:30PM on Oct 27th, 2008
Wow, what a beautiful story. I am so happy you are taking care of yourself and healing - you are an inspiration. One of my friends always says we should remember to give ourselves as much love and understanding as we would give our own children, but we often forget. Thanks for reminding us xxx
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