Things ive learned about me | lunnas's Blog

a>This week it got deep with my doctor we talked things we procived and why

we think things are as they are and how they lelate to the things we have

learned threw what we have been threw these things we have been

threw have shaped us in our life . some times i feel like a mold of

a person made from clay ive got wholes all over me as if it was

my soul but as i learn about myself and learn to eccept myself

something ive never realy done in my life iam learning iam ok

feeling how i feel about people like my mother in law iam learnigng

its ok for me not to like what shes done to us and its ok for me

to not always want to be around her but i do try to do my best to

tolorate her. see ive been trying to make myself like her and even love her

becalse i feel like i have to like her becalse shes my husbands mom

but iam learning its ok not to like her .so iam enbreacing my

own true deep honesty its not easy but iam not living to please

any one any more to be loved.

iam being honest with myself iam seeing that iam not

ever going to be perfect not gonna try to be perfet

nor is people i know going to be perfect iam learning

that they aslo make mistakes iam learnign not to take

peple so secroiusely . iam much happer with my life and

with my hubby . i have every thing in life ive ever wanted

a good marrage a good daughter thats compashnit ,

a home thats payed for , most of my bills payed .

i could maybe only want one more thing in my life

to get my books published and for them to sell .

 but i feel so fulfilled in my life so full of peace thats

been so long in comming .