The Blog of lunnas

Its been a long path i was raised by 2 very abusive parents

 and i have chosen to live my life with love and raise my daughter

with love and grace ,and i dont repeat my mothers passed and how she

abused us and i choose not to raise my hand and slap or kick or hit or punch

my daughter i have learned from my mothers example i will never treat my

daughter the way i was treated . i think daughters become daughters

and they pass on the pain of what thier mother tought them the abuse

marring a abuser and abusivness keep going on in this world becalse people

 just dont learn to learn form the passed and live what they learned

and healed from . peace begins with me today it starts a new life

let it go and heal go beyon the pain it  will be peacful .

free ur self let it go the pain pass on love with a new genration

of love . some people hang on to the pain becalse thats all they know

but let it go the pain will be healed go be on the pain it will nver

be the same . it will be so much better . no more pain no more scars

 free love heals peace starts with you today just let it happen

 if you dont know how to let the pain god pray tell god you

dont know how to let the pain go and he will show you how to heal

 let peace beging in your heart today

This is me (KARLA) holding one of the chrildern at recived toys for christmas

December20,2008 My husband and daughter we started out this passd monday doing a toy run for the needie chldren of powell co. ky at the

american vets club . we went to big lots 2 1/2 buggies full of toys for the

chrildren. we droped off the toys then we got to thinking hey the chrildren

needs coats . we at first didnt find coats for the chilren so we bought mittens, and hats a buggie later . we just wasnt satfied with the small amount of hats and mittens for the children we really wanted to get

the chirdren coats it was getting cold. off to walmarts we went we took

my daughter TORRIE . we told get a buggie and file in behind me and dad

we will show you the coats we want to get,so there we went the

3 o us like little duckies following moma duck. so 3 buggies later

 we when back to the american vets place in powell co. and i told them we

was back . we unloaded the coats and each time we droped toys

and coats and mittens and hats i said a prayer over the

gifts of love and each time i broke down in tears asking god to bless our

gifts of love for the familys children . my husband took alot of pictures

i will be posting pictures of this day . its still makes my eyes tear

up just posting these pictures i fought back tears that day all day.

just seeing the children eyes light up and the familys joy seeing thier

little ones get gifts. iam so blessed to be able to give so much.

thank you god that we can give to the needie familys becalse

god we love all people . if you asked me karla why do you

blog about this to bragg? no never i want to share my blessings

with every one that reads this blog of mine. ive been threw so much

this passed year and i want eveyone to be

blessed god i know has a perpuce for all of us we just have

to wait for god to show us , this december a paster i know LONNIE

 told me a few things that god would pour out his blessing

to his people and its rained blessing for us and its pouring

gods blessings every where we walk and the people we help

just bless us. so be blessed reading this

this little boy with the bike had never won any thing ,and never had a bike i thought it was so cool he got his first bike i bet he would have ridden it all the way home if he could have it just made me smile. i will be updating this blog in a few days. thanks for reading god bless you.

this is what christmas is all about god and children

thanks to all santas helpers they made christmas happen for these little ones this is what christams dreams are made of the little children. i was so glad to be apart of this thanks you am vets of powell co ky thanks for letting us share with all. most of all thank you god for blessing us so we could help those that needed a hand .

a little boy and girl brother and sister about 6-8 years old, walked

up to santa and the little girl sa on santas lap and santa asked her little girl what do you want for

christams ? the little girl said nothing its jesus birthday . the little brother got on santas lap and

 said boy she will freak out when she when she dont get any thing for christams

The TAMMY FAY &BARBIE

a barbie that you must have for the drama queen in your life

HERES THE PERFECT BARBIE FOR THE WOMAN IN YOUR LFE

THAT ALL SHE SAYS DOES THIS MAKES MY BUTT LOOK BIG? AND YOU

CAN GIVE HER THIS WONDERFUL BARBIE AND TELL HER NO YOU GOT A SMALL BUT YOUR JUST A LITTLE THICK

AND TELL HER ITS ALL GOOD .iam hearing the song playing i like big buts and i cant lie! hehehe

THE BARBIE THAT SAYS IT ALL THE BARBIE FOR THAT WOMEN IN YOUR LIFE THATS ALWAYS B ICTHEN YOU OUT AND WANTS TO KILL YOU DALY , SHE WILL LOVE IT.

THE DEPERSSED BARBE perfect for the girls thats always depressed and always having a life crisis daly . she will love it!

YOU WILL JUST LOVE THIS BARBIE FOR THE DRAMA QUEEN & DESPRATE HOUSE T RAMPS BARBIE SHES JUST PERFECT SHE COMES WITH DD IMPLANTS YOU BOUGHT

the welfair queen &white trash barbie perfect for that girl you love. now these barbie pictures dont be effended they are just funny pictures ok iam not slamming anyone .

Today ops we did it again. today i lefted and i had a sister day i calld it

my sister in law had a real bonding day we went shopping and i told her pick out

a couple of out fits and that will be your christams gifts. well sis in law

she at first couldnt find what she wanted so we went to a few other stores and she got 2 pretty

out fits, she told me thank you for the gifts ove and over my siter in law,

she has very low self esteam and couldnt belive that i was spending money on her

 the poor lady ive never seen her ware any thing new for church . she always

goes to good will , any i do too but her husband dressess to the 9s looking

g q big time . and was told by donald  that his sisters husband when they got married

he burned her nice clothes , and all she ever wares is blue jean dressess she looks so peddiful

so i told her today we were having a new holliay called sisters day at first she couldnt pick out any thing

 becalse her husband wont buy her new stuff . so she got 2 new dressess, shoes2 pair , all that goes

with a new dress 2 slips i made sure to buy her something only for her beclse her husband

 burnted her nice clothes she had alot of wester ware clothes. so we went out to eat when i got home

 i told donald i made sure to spend 200.00 dollars on her i told her sis i love you your special

 i told her i wanted her to know she was special an the day and the dressess came from my heart

 i thought she would cry. ive been married 3 years to her brother and she and i really bonded and

 got to know eachother . it was a cool day i enjoyed it can my day get any better /? yes theres more

yesterday we took mittens and hats to the am vets of powell co. well something had been bothering

donald sents last night after we took the hats an mittens to the vets place. donald had that look in his eyes again he said do you feel like going to good will to get coats ? well after i said yes he said if we go to good will and buy all thier coats we will deprive the needie familys

 so lets go to walmart and we all3 got buggies me ,torrie and donald we went thew

and filled the buggies up with winter coats so then i called the american vets and asked would some

one be there becalse we had winter coats for the children. and the lady that came to the door said oyur

back and i told her we are like a bad penny we keep comming back she could belive the out back was full of coatsshe hugged me and saod thanks so much . i told her i promise i wont cry this time

and i told her i wanted to pray she said by all means so i told god thank you that we are so blessed that we could give to the children and the fmilys, and i began to break up and cry while i was praying . i said god bless these coats as we give. i forgotten to say that while we were in walmarts gettting the coats, this young pregnant woman was telling us about her baby due and she told us how hard she was having it

here she was 8 months pregnant workingand donald gave her 50'00 she started to cry and i told her dont do that i will cry too, i told her if any one says any thing to he r about themoney tell her we was the babies aunt and uncle . 

 donald told me that he hurd gods voice

 say give the clerk something . 

so he did he gave her 50.00 . my husbands a keeper and i love him more every day.

 ops w ekeep doing it again , and

i once again  i keep thinking

was says can it be possable that donald can i love you more?

 i can l ove you more?

i feel gods really dealing with my mother in law beclase the passed 15 months

  beclase she has really treated me badly and if you have read my other blogs

about my mother in law you will know shes never gave me a change

when i married her son shes treated me like crap

 i think what i did with his sister his mother is changing how she feels about me

 i can feel it and see it in her eyes when i told her what we was having a sister

day and i told her that sis needed to know that i love her so yeah i may

have went over board speniding $200.00s but i did it beclase i love her

i dont want or expect any thing back from what i did and it was from a sister in law to

a sister in law check my other blogs one about my sister in law putting anonting oil

 in our wine. i have forgiven her and i really want her to know ive forgiven her

for what shes done to donald nad i and most of all we want her to know yes

sis we are christands and we love you not matter what

GOD I WANT TO SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! THANK YOU FOR SENDING

 US THE GIFT OF YOUR SON AN SALAVATION YOU HAVE GIVEN US THE GIFTS OF GIFTS THANK YOU

 LORD GOD WE PRAISE YOU FOR THE WONDERFUL GIFT YOU GAVE TO THE WORLD (JOHN 3:16)  LORD

 I WRITE MY BLOG TO ME ITS  SIMPLE THING TO STAND UP AND BE COUNTED SO MANY GOD WONT BE COUNTED

 BUT LORD I SAND UP AND I CONFESS IAM A CHRISTAN AND IAM YOUR CHILD AND YOU ARE MY SAVIOR I

 RAISE MY HANDS TO GIVE YOU PRAISE ! LORD I LOVE AND PRAISE YOU THANK YOU FOR THE GREATEST

 GIFT YOU GAVE US. THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR BLESSING YOU HAVE GIVEN  MY FAMILY.

  SO DONT FORGET DECEMBER 25 IS OUR LORDS BIRHTDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GOD!

WE LOVE YOU

We have been doing things for people we dont even know and its

 like GOD'S poring rain blessings evey place we go the showers of blessing

are following us like we have a rain cloud over our heads becalse the thing we did for

sam hes helped  people too with what we have done for him . all i can say is GOD LET IT

RAIN ON YOUR RIGHTEST PEOPLE LET IT JUST POOR FROM THE HEAVENS !

 I cant descirbe the feeling of this it just makes me cry ive been fighting tears all day from the joy .

 all i can say is praise you GOD !

Today we did alot of running and today we were what i call a mission from GOD.

 last friday at 10:30am my life changed i cant say all of what happend but it was for the good

and a special few know what the merical was . any way what a difrence a day makes.

 any way ive been so blessed by the things happning in my life .and GOD has really blessed me

and my husband . first off let me say god as blessed me with a man ive prayed for for so many

 years  when i would cry out to god and just open my heart up to god and cry lord god this is

 what i want in a man well  i didnt know that i met my to be husband when i was in high school

 he was mt best friend donald well let me tell you this man is so very wonderful

 today we did a very wondeful thing he got the idea to donate money in powell co y to the vets,

well tonight we went shopping for the needie children and ive been fighting tears all day

tears of joy , but he took me shopping for the childrnen ive have never met any person in my

life that comes clost to being so compassionte and so giving hes donald. we didnt do what we have been doing what we have done giving to the people in neeed to get back from god we gave to just

give and the most important reasion of GOD  asked us to do and to trust him and step out in

faith as you read my blogs when god speaks ask your self would you do what we did

would you if your wife came to you saying hun god has spoke to you asking you to give

a thousand dollars to a stranger a man you just met? how would you react? would

you accuse her of cheating becalse of her asking you to give this man so much money?

 be honest how would you reacact? but any way this is what the blog was talking

about god speaking to me and asking us to give a stranger money, god had blessed us

 well any way i spoke to that man SAM last sat, he got a merical , becalse he contfermed to me

that he had a needed he told me that he asked god for $700.00 and he said we gave

300 more than he asked god for ,he said hes blessing 3 more people helping

his ex wife and others he knows. we made a friend for life. well we told my mother in law some

of what was going on we lefted out the gift we gave sam to tell her becalse we dont want to

hear you better not spend all your money. well she thinks sam is a con becalse he

is a car sales man, what she dont know is god sent us to sam and i know gods voice

an he told us sam was in need. my best blessing gift was my darling husband

donald i love him so very much becalse he sees my heart like god does too and he and i just tag team

 our passions helping the ones in needie. i know we will get used by family

becalse of the money we gotten thats why no one knows how much we really got

its sad we have to keep it so secret becalse family some of them sees us as easy marks to use

 and lord knows we have been so used. but it wont shut down our hearts and compassion for

our fellow man. but iam so blessed with my husband donald hes is so compassionate

hes the best. today i asked donald is it possable to love you more every day?

 i told him i feel my hearts gona bust becalse my love for him is so deep

maybe that answers the question by ive got a big chest . oh well iam a joker what do you think

of this blog? would you give if god asked ? or do you give and reply god will give back to me?

 i just give becalse i can i dont care or expect any thing in return .

wow its been a wild and draining day for donald and i . my day started about 9am

 this morning and i was talking to my paster friend in another state he prayed for me and my family and i could feel the sprit of GOD all threw his prayer and god was just touching

 me , as u know if u have been reading my passed blogs donald and i have been going threw some stressful times in this passed 3 years of our newly marrage. well the time was 10;07 am and the paster asked me to write something down i didnt know what to think of it and i said sure so i wrote the time down10;07 and the date and i just claimed. well any way we got the seddlemnt and i called sam the man god put on

 our hearts to help out so i called him at the dealer ship where we got our car(u have to read the blog it will bless u , it called when god speaks) any way

 i asked him when we could met him at the dealership to give him a

chistmas card. so we will go tommoro and give him the christmas card

 the christmas card has a gift in it.

the blessing that god was going to give us, well right after i finished my prayer and the

 blessing iam was claming donald walked into the room i thought it was a little strange

that he was up so early becalse he had come to bed about 8am

i knew he was in pain with his back so he looked at me and said lets go take some

pictures . so i was gong to say no iam tired , but i said yes. so we were driving

 i thought to red river , we were driving for 30 minutes and i didnt think much of

it he was going a difrent way. he looks at me and says u havent asked me where

we are going yet, and i told him to take pictures it had just snowed and we love

taking pics , i told him i didnt think any thing of him going a diffrent way. and he said today is the day. i said what are you kidding? meaning today we were going to see the

 lawer the seddlement would be seddled. wow i told him u sure u aint kidding

 he said he would never joke about that. so to cut it alittle short

 i called sam i wanted us to met him at the dealer ship so we

 could give him a christams card and a gift too. well i told him from the first day

we met him god spoke to us ( read part 1 of the blog when god speaks)

 was he praying for s need? he said yes he was i told him we wanted to give

him a christams card and a gift becalse god spoke to us about his need.

 and i asked him did he asked god for the need was a certin amount

 and he said oh yes he was starting to break up and break and cry and i was

about to cry to becalse i knew the amount he asked god for i didnt want to say too

 much on the phone becalse at the dealership they some times monter the calls

and i didnt want any one knowing what was going on becalse it was

between us and god . so tommoro we will do what god asked us to do

 we knew he was in a real need and we had to do what god asked us to do

 so read my blog tommoro becalse if u dont belive in mericals u will tommoro

and if you belive in god u will be blessed tommoro reading this blog..

today it was a day like any other day donald woke me up about 8pm

 i had been sick most of the week ,he asked me want to go for a ride i was thinking that

 that was his code for the seddlemnt checks in . well that wasnt the case we got in the car

and he said hun we are going to the vets club its a place that the vets can go have a beer and

 its like a moose lodge he told me hun we are going to donate money to them. so i didnt mind

we dontate $100.00 in his fathers memorie becalse his father vern was a vet ,and then i saw walking into

the place a box of toys for the children adn i asked them what was the deadline for toys? they told me the 20th

i told them we would be back bring my daughters old coats and toys .

 we now have a bog box of old toys and coats , my daughters out grown so many of her

toys that still look brand new and some of her old coats and clothes . my daughter can be pickie

about clothes and things so when i would pick out tops i knew she would just love

well she didnt love them but shes giving them to needie children. so i went thew my

barbie dolls still in the boxes i collect barbies and ive got 4 barbies collectable dolls iam putting in

the box for the childrend and my husband said oh hun those are your speical

barbies, are you sure? i told him i want some little princess little girl to open a special

barbie doll for chiristmas and i want her eyes to sparkle and her have a good christams

 we were tell in my mother in law and this is what just blows my mind what she said

 oh karla they can autcion the dolls and get more money and she was going on and on

 i told her no thats not what i want the dolls to go for i want some little girl to have a special

barbie doll ,and she asked me what dolls were they i told her one was a princess bride barbie

doll and one was a cendrella doll they wasnt the cheap dolls but ones over 40 dollards

and that dont matter i want to dolls to be opend and played with or what ever the little

girl wants to do with them i want her to know they were special to me and i want her t o feel special too.

 oh this gets better we were telling my mother in law that the vets club we went to

if she wanted to go she could go there and met people well we told her how much we gave in

donalds dads name and what they were doing for the needie familys they were taking

the money and gettting turkeys for the familys i think thats wonderful.

well this is what blows my mind once again my mother in law says i think i should get a turkey

becalse ive still got verns vet card and iam a widow. lord forgive me

for judging her but my mother in law gets 4 grand a month in dads benifits plus the

 rent money we pay her every month , i dont get her way of thinking she wants a turkey becalse

she feels so needie! lord our county we live in powell in ky is very poor and she would take

a turkey knowing they are going to give them to the needie familys i dont get it!

 we was talking then she started in on how she gives her tides to the church and god alway

gives back to her . well i just had to speak up i told her i wanted needie kids

to have a good gift or even a coat to ware i gave becalse i just wanted to i dont expect god

to give to me becalse ive given but i give from my heart and soul becalse i care

 i dont even expect a thank you just me and my husband and daughter giving

becalse god has been so good to us and there are so many needie familys .

 i give becalse iam a giver not a taker, i give becalse its who iam so when i

die it dont matter if people rember the things ive done for the needie  but i love people

 i want people to caught the feaver of giving just becalse its like when you yawn

others see you yawn i want others to yawn too. we as people and our kids got more

than my sissters ever did when we was kids and lord knows they wont miss a toy or 2

given to the needie kids . so this chirstmas if you are so blessed just to have a job why

not get a extra toy and donate it? what do you think?

 hey spred a little love if  you can its a wonderful thing to do!!when we get moved into

our new house iam going threw my stuffed anmales and collected toys and iam gona do a

big box of stuff for nexk years christams and iam gona start giving more

as much as i can and iam making a new years relisionson that i promise i will

nexk year vollantire to help feed the needie people iam going to find the addressess

of the shelters and iam going to help feed the familys and i will do is becalse

iam so blessed and i can give of myself

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